Dreaded Call

When my mom called today, she asked about Patrick.  I wanted to tell her everything about the breakup, the baby, and how much I still care about him, but we barely got started.  There was an explosion on her end of the phone and the line went dead.  More than anything I needed Patrick to comfort me, but I realized he can’t do that anymore.  No matter how scared I am for my mom, I have to handle this on my own.  I’m trying not to focus on the worst case scenario, but if I lose my mom now it will destroy me.

Comments

[debbie]

You are a strong woman but even strong women need a friend, and you should have talked to Patrick 'cause I am sure he would have been there for you.

[squirrelhome]

Oh my goodness, Robin. You must be so scared for your mom. I don't know how you handle it on the best of days not knowing where she is or what she or your father are doing, but to hear trouble in the background... wow, you must be thinking and feeling all kinds of things. Really how do you hold things together and be normal? I admire you for allowing them to be themselves, and I admire your folks and your Uncle Mac for their dedication to law enforcement at their levels. You are all courageous. Now you have to wait. I have no ideas on how you can handle this situation. You have so much going on right now. I want to say just go home veg out, take a nap, get it out of the way and cry your eyeballs out and eat some chocolate coffee ice cream, the whole gallon. I say don't just pick one but have at it and do them all then dust yourself off like you usually do and keep going with as much optimism as you can muster. Anna Devane will be back in PC hopefully in no time to kick the butt of everyone who has recently hurt you. Please let her.

[lisa]

I know you want his comfort but honestly, you are better off without him. Maybe you should call your Uncle Mac or your cousins to talk. Or better yet, call Jason. He did offer that any time you needed him, he will be there for you. Maybe you two can get your friendship back on track.

[Angela]

Robin, I'm sure you must be very worried for your mother, but Anna is a tough, smart woman and I'm sure she is handling things just fine! Her job is very dangerous, but she always comes through! I know that no matter what is going on with you and Patrick personally, you are still friends. I'm sure if he knew what was going on, he would want to be there for you. I feel that you both are always going to matter to each other very much. That is love!

[Allie]

Robin, you need to get off your butt and get Patrick back. Don't let Leyla win him. You need Patrick to help you with your mom. Don't be the loser, be the winner, so get off your butt and get Patrick back before it's too late!

[Kelly]

You may not like the situations but you can and have always handled everything on your own. You are the strong one. The one who does the comforting, and you deserve better than disrespect and insults. You don't need Patrick or anyone. Keep standing up for yourself. Keep that independent spirit.

[Tansy]

Good on you, Robin. Forget Patrick. Move on with your life. I have faith your mum will be fine. Pray and believe, and live your life, and go ahead and take some time to enjoy being single. Concentrate on your work and your family and friends who support you. Life is too short. If you want a baby, go for it.

[piperbanne]

I know it is hard that you could lose one of your parents again. You should find comfort in Mac. He has always been there for you and will understand your fears. Maybe you could go to Sonny or Jason as well. Or maybe Spinelli can hack around to find your mother's last location if she does not get back to you. If you don't want to wait for her to call, these would be your best options. Are you still in contact with your Uncle Sean? His connections would be helpful in finding your mom.

You are a woman of strength and have many connections to people who could investigate your mother's last call. Do a little investigating, you may find your parents taught you everything you need to know.

[Elizabeth]

Anna Devane has gotten herself out of tough situations and still managed to come back to you. If there was anyone who should be very, very afraid (of Anna), it's Jerry for almost killing you and Patrick for breaking your heart.

[Mary Ann]

Stop thinking the worst all the time. Remember that your mom is a strong and very resourceful woman, who has been in situations like this before. And if you need to talk with someone and it can't be Patrick, turn to your friends. One thing about friends is they always have your back. If you need to talk with someone there is always Jason, Sonny, Kelly, Lainey, Liz, Nikolas and Emily. You always have choices other than Patrick. Stay strong. Your mom will be fine, and I'm sure she will contact you as soon as she can.

[Deepbluekat]

I know that you're in a really difficult position right now. You need to be able to depend on your friends. It's a good thing you didn't shut yourself off completely from them when you were dating. HOWEVER, and I know this will fall on deaf ears... Patrick would want to know and would want to be there for you.

[Jim]

Don't think about that, Robin. Don't believe your mom is dead just because you heard the explosion over the phone. If I know your mom, she is strong and invincible. I know your mom can take care of herself, and she can handle the situation very well.

[Kari V.]

Everything will be fine. You should have told her so she can comfort you and tell you that you will be fine! She loves you, and nothing can break the bond of a mother and child's love! She is a strong woman just like you, so be optimistic.

[heather h]

I suggest you share this experience with Patrick and it might be a way to reconnect again. Give him a chance to be there for you and for once, do not have expectations. He will probably surprise you. Do not push and just let things happen.

[Chelles]

Anna will always be there. Trust that and you'll be fine.